i am not sleeping tonight. i am just working out.

i’m skipping lunch tmrw. and not eating anything but breakfast and dinner, and only fruits and veges for snack. i cant do this anymore

iwannashrink asked: Happy Valentines Day <3

aw you too<33

i’m starting to eat more calories. first going up to 500 a day. then continuously growing. i’m so depressed it’s not funny. i’m taking anti-depressants and i really need this. i’ll just work out it’s better than being depressed all the time. i really hate this thing i have and i’m going to try so hard to fight against it. 

whenpigsflywithkaleidoscopes asked: Hello, so I am 5'3 and currently 132 pounds. I have been trying to lose weight since the end of december and I seem to lose no more than a couple pounds at a time, but then when i weigh myself a day or so later it's back. I don't know what to do. I eat healthy and have cut my portions quite a bit, but no matter how much i run, and how little I eat I can't seem to see any progress. Can you help?

i’m totaly the wrong person to ask for help. i’m sorry. and i feel hypocritical saying this. but do it the healthy way. i regret not taking the time and doing it the unhealthy way. yes, i lost a lot of weight, but i’m in the worst mind set right now. i feel useless and this isn’t how i wanted to feel. i reccomend, eat 1200 calories a day and working out 3-5 times a week. if i could go back in time, that’s exactly what i would do. trust me, it’ll take time, but it’s so much more worth it. goodluck sweeety<3

2122004-deactivated20110209-dea asked: I saw your ask and I agree, you should go to your parents for help. If you don't think you can trust them, find some adult you're conformable with and tell them what's going on.
& I was wondering if you have a pictures? Or prog?
I don't mean to be rude, it's obviously okay if you say no.

hi, i did go to my parents for my depression. i’m seeing a doctor this week and i’m really glad i could talk to my parents. i just never gave them a chance. i dont have a prog blog, or any pictures. but i’ll see if i want to take any. 

i’m at my UGW, maybe even lower. now what?